It's easy to say, "I give up" when things gets hard but there's always this part of me that say, "Try it again". Try and try again until my patience runs dry, till my I'm tired and hurt. Sometimes, I wish there would be some sign to tell me when to stop trying my hardest. Then again, how would I know that it's really over unless I've tried anything possible to get it?
Maybe it's because I hate regrets. I hate having to think 'What ifs?' in the future. I mean I've done a lot of things. Good and bad stuff. At the end of the day, at least I can say that "Hey, I didn't give up and gave it my all."
On the contrary, sometimes, I feel that my efforts are in vain when I don't get what I aimed for or something that I tried to save. Sometimes, it feels like I just set fire to the efforts I've put in.
I don't know if I am a strong-willed girl or plain stubborn. Yeap I'm talking about my grades and yea applicable to other things.
Fickle-minded Michelle strikes again.
