Like I said in my last post, I was mortified because I've been getting flashbacks.
After two day of fun, it's gone. One thing, I realized that I'm glad that I did have those flashbacks. Why? It's because for me, it's a sign that it was true. I really enjoyed myself. I felt for real. I acted without thinking. No pretence, no mind games. It was evident to some of my friends. I couldn't hide. At least I know for myself, I did all that I did because of what I felt all those times. Dramatic and crazy as it was. I want to say it was wrong but I can't, because it was true.
I didn't lose anything and to be real, I actually learned a valuable lesson. Not that I didn't know this before, but it is only now that it did sink in to me. "People come and go." Indeed it is a simple phrase, but it took me this long to finally understand. Sad but true.
Now I feel so much better. :D
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