That explains why,,

Yes, I shop and dress up especially when I go out. Typical casual but girly outfit but..

Eons ago, I was more into robots and racing cars than barbie dolls. I think the only girly thing I played with was the cooking stuff and whenever the family went back to the Philippines, I would spend almost every afternoon playing with my cousin's toys cause they were that cool to me (especially the magnets).

Every time we boarded the plane (until now), I always took a peek at the cockpit and I looked up to the Pilots because I figured they are really awesome people that could fly a big jet like that.

With regards to my course now, it had something to do at how I loved looking at the work that Daddy brought back home with all the blueprints and electrical stuff. 

Sports is my life just like Daddy. I admire him for the passion he has for basketball. Even if he was tired from work, he would always take the time off to go to the park which had a court to play. Of course he would tag Ericka and I along. We played badminton while waiting for Daddy. Swimming and table tennis, I inherited those genes from him. Throw in the eagerness to play billiards too, if that counts as a sport.

So, with all of that boyish side of mine, I've always wanted an older brother to play with and protect me. How does it feel like to have someone who stand by me and could get along well with my boyish character? It's a question that will always linger on my mind. My dad acts as an older brother especially in times of jokes. And he is the man that I started punching and hitting whenever he joked around with me. Guess that's why I tend to hit, punch or pinch guys that I'm close with. However, I bet it's still different to have an older brother. The one that would've told those kids that used bullied me in school,
"HEY YOU! BOG OFF MY SISTER!"
or something similar. The one that would've helped me with a homework. The one that I would've given me advice on my love life. You know, typical older brother. Oh well, thank God he gave me close guy friends. I mean to at least compensate for the yearning I have to have an older brother.

Not that I don't appreciate what I have now, my two sisters and younger brother because I love them with all my heart. I love them so much that if anything bad should happen to them, let it befall upon me instead. God's will, they're doing great. 

Okay, this post makes me miss DADDDDYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!