The past few months has been a breeze for me, everything seemed to be at ease. Sure it never put a toll on me but I realized that I am not going after my goals.
My goals are or rather were:
-Get good grades
-Focus on the important stuff
-Love life can wait
-Put all personal matters aside
-Keep motivated
-Be positive
-Forget the year before
All of these were my long term goals and guide through college, but what happened? I was doing the exact opposite. I spent to much time pondering and paying attention to unimportant stuff. I've let my education go wary; not that I don't have feelings for him but it distracts me at the same time; personal matters does get in the way when I'm in school; motivation does not last very long and I definitely haven't let go of the matters of yesteryear.
There was definitely a price to pay. I've been getting a failing grade every term. Rarely did I get an all passing grade. There will always be this one subject that would slip out of my hands then I get all frustrated when I receive my grade at the end of the term. It's entirely my fault. Though there are other factors to put in, it is still my grade, my transcript to decide. It's still a far sight from graduating.
Therefore, I decided to pen down my new goals and objectives for the year. I want the old Michelle back. The one who was competitive in class, the one who could juggle her time efficiently. I used to be that girl back in secondary school. Where was that girl? I want to be like that again. This time I will make results speak for itself. I won't brag or tell anyone about it.
#REVENGE
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